I've lost all steam.
Not enjoying this process so much.
Not anymore.
Tired of cleaning.
My knees hurt.
My hands are raw.
I'm trying to stay strong but my faith is waivering.
Perhaps I'm simply being impatient.
I took another week off work - the worst they will do is fire me.
And I would be very OK with that.
I'm hoping for a buy-out since I'm leaving anyways.

I fly out to Vancouver Thursday-Saturday for two interviews. I am confident I will be offered a job... which one - I don't know... but I like them both (a third one was also mentioned) and would be happy with either one. But I need to be on my A-game ... which I'm not feeling at the moment...

I'm trying not to stress out about finding a place to live in Vancouver. But I find it prudent to wait until I am offered a job so that I can determine the best location.

I'm tired.
I'm not sleeping very well.
My cat coughed up a hairball on my brand new duvet... staining it.
We haven't had any callers regarding the house... yet.

I'm loosing steam.
And its hard to keep the smile on today.
But I don't want to go to that place...